There might've been a time when I would give myself away,

oh once upon a time I didn't give a d*mn

But Now.....

I won't give myself away
& I do give a damn!!!
*sick and tired of it*
~sigh~

I'm just sick n tired of something unfair...
this is what life is about...
I'm tired of being d good one...
*sigh*

maybe I've reached my limit of being treated unfair by someone...
maybe I feel like giving up already...
maybe I don't feel like resisting any pain anymore...
*feeling low at d moment*
~I really hate this feeling~

life is really a roller coaster~ a long and hard one....
maybe it's time to give up...
fighting back is pain...
hmmm... it's just family matters actually...
*sigh*...
~it happens a few times already~