Crush *dub* *dub* *dub*

As my body grow and mature, so do my feelings and emotions. Some say that having a crush on someone is a sign of growing up..... *and so, I've grown up... yeayyy*

It is fun feeling to experience. When I see the particular person, I feel alive and happy. Sometimes I feel shy and giddy at the same time. Sometimes I'll be out of my wits, not knowing what to do the moment he appears.. It is an exciting and interesting feeling =D

Since middle school, I have a lot of crush. It seems like I like all types of guy. Everyone seems interesting to me. But the feeling doesn't last long, after a few days, I can dismiss the feeling. It's a miracle that the feeling doesn't last.

There might've been a time when I would give myself away,

oh once upon a time I didn't give a d*mn

But Now.....

I won't give myself away
& I do give a damn!!!
*sick and tired of it*
~sigh~

I'm just sick n tired of something unfair...
this is what life is about...
I'm tired of being d good one...
*sigh*

maybe I've reached my limit of being treated unfair by someone...
maybe I feel like giving up already...
maybe I don't feel like resisting any pain anymore...
*feeling low at d moment*
~I really hate this feeling~

life is really a roller coaster~ a long and hard one....
maybe it's time to give up...
fighting back is pain...
hmmm... it's just family matters actually...
*sigh*...
~it happens a few times already~

Whataya want from me??

At the moment, I really2 love this song....